he made me feel mean:")

Didalam sebuah CINTA

Taken by yours :') thx

Bernyanyi ku didalam hati untuk menenangkan sebuah pikiran buruk

tentang dirinya dan seakan semua tenang walau sementara

Kerinduaan dalam sapaan dan kepedulian selalu muncul kita

Aku merasa sepi!!

Indah ketika dulu kau genggam jemariku serasa begitu tenang

Kau siapkan pundak untukku berbaring

Kau siapkan telinga untuk mendengar suaraku

Kau siapkan hati dan sebuah ciuman untuk menenangkan rasa gundahku

Kau siapkan kata cinta untuk memberiku sebuah ketenangan dan kepercayaan dalam hati

Selalu dan selalu kau bernyanyi dan menatap mataku seakan kau benar-benar tulus mencintaiku

Rasa takut dan gundah serta ragu ku rasakan terus setiap hari

Bukan marah, jengkel atupun benci yang aku keluarkan

Tapi rasa sayangku karena aku ingin menjagamu setiap waktu

Bukan karena tidak sabar atau egois tapi karena rasa takutku yang tak kunjung hilang!!

Maafkan aku jika kau berfikir semua berubah

Tapi ini aku yang terlalu takut kehilanganmu!!!

Lord...
I pray for a man, that will be a part of my life
A man that really loves YOU more than everything
A man that will put me in the second place of his heart
A man that lives not for himself but for YOU
The most important is
I want a heart that really loves and thirsty of YOU
And have a desire to be like JESUS
And he must know for whom & for what he lives
So his life is not useless
Someone that has a wise heart
Not only a smart brain
Aman that not only loves me but also respect me
A man that not only adores me
But can warn me when I am wrong
A man that loves me not because of my beauty
but my heart
A man that can be my best friend
in every time & situation
A man that make me feel like a woman
when I am beside him

I do not ask for a perfect man
But I ask for an imperfect man

A man that needs my support for his strength
A man that needs my prayer for his life
A man that needs my smile to cover his sadness
A man that needs my love so he feels being loved
A man that needs me to make his life beautiful

And I also ask
Make me be a woman that can make him proud
Give me a heart that really LOVES YOU
So I can love him with Your Love
Not love him with my love
Give me Your gentle spirit
So my beauty does not come from my outside
but come from You
Give me Your hands
That I always be able to pray for him

Give me Your eyes
So I can see many good things in him
and not the bad one
Give me Your mouth
that is filled with Your words
of wisdom & encouragement
So I can support him everyday
Give me Your lips
And I will smile at him every morning

And I want that when we finally meet
Both of us can say
How great Thou Art
I know that You want us to met at the right time
And You will make everything beautiful in Your time
Amen...